Alice O. Howell   

Circe

 

                Circe is a bitch

            no use in mincing words

            that is what she is -

            strangely connected

            her body speaks a language all its own

            with a sinuous vocabulary

                        of tip-tilted swelling breasts

                        and spoon-shaped pelvis

                        long-stemmed bronze-fleshed thighs

                                    even her feet are eloquent

                        never both flat on the ground

                        but one uplifted or bent aside

                        like a model posturing

                        vending her wares

 

                        if her body has words

                        it also has music

                        in that she always smells interesting

                        reminiscent of some bewitching

                        illusive memory

                        dusky, musky, and inviting

                        further - much further exploration -

 

 

                        but her face

                        feature for feature

                        is not really beautiful

                        it glows

                        with an incandescent animal appeal:

                        parted lips

                        waiting to be covered

                        sharp pretty teeth

                        perfect for frenzied moaning nipping

                        eyes that smolder -

                        black, hot, inviting pools

                        for flies to drown in

 

                        she has a way

                        of dropping her lids

                        and looking meaningfully

                        yet so innocently

                        as if for the first time

                        at her next victim

 

                                    wicked, I tell you

                                    wicked but clever!

 

                        At present she runs an antique store

                        and men find reasons

                        to bring unwanted heirlooms

                        to her - and their wives

                        wonder whatever became of

                        dear aunt Lulu's black ormolu clock?

 

                        The man enters unaware

                        at first and stands transfixed

                        by the collection of enchanted

                        bric-a-brac

                        that seems to intrigue him strangely

                        as if it screamed in shouts

                        of unearthly silence for rescue

                        from these dusty corners

 

                        a little bell jingles as he closes the door

                        and Circe approaches

                        apologizing for her bib-apron

                        which she slowly unties

                        and wriggles out of

                        her breasts doing eye-popping

                        gyrations under the nylon shift

 

                        the man puts down his Dresden

                        princeling and rushes to help

                        pull that naughty strap caught in the

                        scented gleaming forest of her chestnut hair -

                        she laughs and glances him up and down

                        checking

                        and his toes curl

                        his tongue dries up

                        and his spine snaps to an involuntary salute

                        to her intentions

 

                        then she oohs and ahs

                        over his exquisite and precious

                        antique

                        and a glaze comes over his own eyes

                        as she folds her arms casually

                        under the warm pulsing globes

                        and talks ironically of the high price

                        of things nowadays

 

                        she turns and reaches up to a shelf

                        for an example

                        exposing a liquid back

                        flowing under the clinging dress

                        and brings down a small porcelain shepherd

                        to blow the dust off his

                        paralyzed face

 

                        the man starts to sweat

                        and bristle and put away all thoughts

                        of home -

                        the she turns to a

                        china music box and

                        opens it to reveal a powerless pink cupid

                        with a golden bow -

                        when wound up by her flicking braceleted wrist

                        the tinkling parody of his treasured past

                        ripples out, and the handsome little figure

                        pulls on the golden bow in vain

                        his arrows long spent

                        regretfully elsewhere

                                    she snaps the box shut in mid-melody

                        and interests the victim

                        as if by sudden inspiration

                        in her special treasures

                        kept only for special people

                        in a special place

                        and so they pass

                        out a back door into a brief

                        court of green grass and hard sunshine

                        and he could if he would

                        see innumerable stone garden ornaments:

                        grotesque dwarfs with blind lanterns

                        beautiful young boys with wet

                        naked buttocks under a fountain

                        and unhappy petrified animals

                        that will never run and frisk

                        again

                        but, of course, a man would not notice

                        such things under the circumstances.

 

                        In the annex

                        are the very rare objets d'art

                        which she will reveal

                        once she has sealed the door

 

                        very slowly, and very privately

                        she undresses her prey

                        and herself alternately

                        matching promise in every way

                        with expectation

 

                        by then, poor fellow

                         knows that he is lost

                        and at the final moment

                        he finds himself

                        caught in a ghastly blinding red-hot

                        mechanical, impersonal

                        tick-tock, tick-tock

                        of the infinite orgasm of time itself

 

                        he shudders in the cruel

                        pincers divided by a steel desire -

                        never, never, never to be satisfied

                        he collapses and swells

                        alternately shrinking and hardening

                        into brittle yet decorative glaze

 

                        Circe laughs softly to herself

                        and caresses the new ornament

                        playfully

                        then with a toss of her hair

                        she leaves to change into something fresh

                        before placing this

                        charming Dresden princeling

                        into the shop window

                        right next to the black ormolu clock

                        then she puts up a worn printed card

                                    BACK SHORTLY - PLEASE WAIT

                        locks the merrily jingling door

                        and glides away

                        for a bite of lunch.

                                                                   

                                                a.o.howell

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